A picture that made my day :)

No matter how stressed I am,

klau tgk gambar si comel yg happy nie, tentu mahu senyum panjang2 jgak :)

Meet Thauban b. Muthanna, ehee :D

Alhamdulillah for everything.

Admist of our serenity and happiness here, our muslim brothers and sisters in the middle east, Syria and the latest, Afghanistan are fighting for their lives just to make a small living. So, be grateful for every nikmat blessed on us. And may Allah grant protection and safety for them. Ameen.

This week is going to be a looooong oone with OPKIM in Terengganu by the end of this week. (waaa, excited). Ade crash course bljr bahasa T'ganu ke? Ahahaha :)

And the coming month, March, will be a bit hectic with MSC programmes booked for almost every weekend. Pening2. Need to take a looong breath before taking a big dive nie. Huuuu. 

Sometimes, when life is being preoccupied with several things at once, I'm worried......I'm worried if I go astray from remembering Him...if I miss Quran.....and............if I forgot the reasons why I'm doing those things.

Kadang-kadang naik turun tangga kat fakulti tuh smpai semput and terfikir "what and why I'm doing this..." Hmmmm. Penting tu utk keep on checking on your niat. Takut la, buat mcm2, tp tak ikhlas. It's like working hard over nothing. Na'uzubillah.

Till here. Need to study for tomorrow's quiz. Tetiba je ade kuiz. Huuu.

Rasa rindu

Salam.

Ehe.

Rindu kpd sahabat lama.

Asal jauh sgt kita terpisah eh.

Tak best ah. huu :(

rsmra photography. ahaks. cantek arr sis!

Awak....update la blog! ehee :D

Oohh, so sweet :)

Alhamdulillah.

Kredit : Cam Zati. heeee.

Selamat sudaaa mereka..... Heee.

“Barakallahu lakuma wa baraka ‘alaikuma wa jama’a bainakuma fi khair” :)

Next on the list is in April plak.....weee...

p.s. Ntah berapa kerat la masih remain 'S' bile sampai final year nie. Ahahaha.

Life of Expectations

Living up with people's expectations have really torn me down.

Never was my intention to please anyone or to achieve somebody's expectation.

But that's what people keep on doing to me.

Penat nak tempis, last-last, ikut je.

People expect me to do this, become that and achieve this.

I'm trying my best to do well for myself and serve the others as well within my capacity.

but expectations, expectations and expectations....

it never stop.

And it's killing me inside.

Sometimes, some words of encouragement could have done a better job.

Ahahahaha.....*ini gelak gaya kurang siuman skit....lalalala* .....xpasal...

P.s In many ways, sy memang loser pun. A loser yang sedang berusaha. Tp at least, sy xnak jd loser depan Dia. Huuu.

New Sem

Alhamdulillah, it's the 6th sem. Another 6 to go, insyaAllah.

Class started yesterday, and I have this 'homey syndrome' ; part of my soul is still at home. Rase super malas and xde semangat kot. Huuu.

But alhamdulillah, keep on praying to Allah, to make this soul and heart mutmainnah as possible.

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Anyway, currently, there is an endemic in my batch. Endemic ponteng kelas.

Fine, I dun mind u all ponteng kelas. Ur life, ur decision but at the expense of the others, that's really piss me off.

Your faults, but someone else has to take the blames. Orang lain yang merah telinga kena marah.Your faults but the whole batch got bad impressions from lecturers.

From hadith saying, "The best among you, is the one who benefits the others". So, if u destruct yourself and the others too. Then, what's that make u? The worst of all la kot. Hmm.


And one more thing, be punctual. Yes, I know, saya xde la jenis punctual sgt. But at least be on time la coming to class. Some lecturers like to wait for ALL student to turn up in the class (sbb syg sgt, takut ade stdent ter'miss' any points given during lecture). Being late for un-excuseable reasons, u're wasting others' time jugak, not yours je.


Whatever it is, I may be not the best person to critize u all because maybe u are better than me. But upon hearing comments from lecturers, it really brings me down. 

Prof X : Oh God, this is NOT A MUSLIM attitude at ALL...

Ntah. Super-sedih bile dgr. Kelemahan kita boleh jadi fitnah kepada Islam sendiri. Na'uzubillah.