Why arr?

The more I xnk susah kn other people, the more I did it actually. Sedey2. Last nite, I troubled all my housemates. Gatal terknci pintu. Seriously, I've no idea how it got locked. Padahal before this, thing like that never happenned. Tp I redha. As the maxim goes, "Anything can happen". But as Man said, these are among the moments where u can actually see those who are reliable to help u. So, my special thanks go to Tan and the rest of my housemates esp my roomates. And also to Bob and Sehak + Hanip <---the real culprit yg patahkan Emangnye hammer. hak3 And kpd sesape yg indirectly involved in helping us. Also to ustaz. W.pun, pintu tuh lebey rosak dbuatnye. Thanks and SORRY bebyk!!!

BTW, this saturday, ade debat arab. Xtau cmner. Muja has completely lost his voice, I'm having a bad fever. Mner laa I nk cari pengganti esp debat arab. Adeeh. Just wait and see laa mcm mner.

Keyboard off. xtahan wif the runny mucus. :P

Updates.

Salam. Hu3, It's been a sometime I haven't log in here. (Ceh, br 2 minggu :P) Anyway, lots and lots of things happened in between that period.

Last week, I got my result for 1st sem. Alhamdulillah, I didn't expect to get that high. Thanks a lot to my lecturers and friends for their continuous effort in helping me. But, there's always room for improvement. And I know, there are still many slacks and mistakes in me that need to be rectified. Anyway, thanks to Sof, for breaking that news to me. He3 tgh2 dok mkn ice cream kt pandan parade, tetiba dpt msg congratz. :P And to all my friends, congratz on ur all results. Even yg xdpt tuh, kita berusaha lg yerk, maybe Allah tangguhkan sekejap kejayaan kita. Insyaallah.

So, after I got that result, kene laa tanam azam and semangat br. he3 That weekend we went to Kamal. A very nice shopping mall for medical students. I spent almost RM 300 for only 2 books. Parox2. Being in medical field, the money flows like water, u know. Everything is very pricey. But for the sake of knowledge, xpe la. So, I bought Snell's clinical anatomy. Nice book. To learn anatomy, we need to relate to its clinical significance. That's functional anatomy, my friends. Bkn hafal maut jerk sume bende.

By the way, talking about anatomy, br smlm ad tuto anat. By Dr H. He3. Supposedly, we were with Prof E. Ntah mcm mner, we were stuck with Dr H again. Anyway, truth to be told, I prefer to have tuto with Dr H. It's more interactive (yeke?). Becoz u got a chance to verbally describing anatomy. Good for ur future viva la. And at the same time, u can know what ur examiner want to know and listen to. But that's our problem kot, we are kinda spoon fed by our other anat lecturers. Just listen, jot some notes, listen again, ade yg xpham skit tanye (for some of us yg mmg suke bertnye arr), but then listen again.

Bak kate Dr H : They are great lecturers! No one can deny that. But the students need to do their jobs too. Bkn nye pg tadah telinga jerk. U all are good students, but u didn't fully use u all potentials. hmm.

**Something like that laa. I dun really remember the exact words.

Anyway, this sem I have BOWLING (yipee) for the co-curricular activities. It's really fun. W.pun, dgn gaya yg buruk, langkah yg senget but I'm still able to slide the ball on the lane. hak3 I'm looking forward to it. Bak kate bdak gigi, "Enjoy it still u can". Coz, it only lasts for 1 sem. hu3. There's halaqah too. Sooo, not looking forward for it. Hak3, xder la. It's not really like teaching-n-learning thingy. More too assignment and prsttns. Mujur xder exam. :P

Just checked my result for not-core subjects, alhamdulillah again, there's A and B+. Won't tell u which subjects. (ha3, no way u can know, dibah~)

This afternoon, I'll be going to PKN. Saje nk pegi cr pngalaman n ilmu skit. he3 Anyway, xdpt pg kot walimah abg si A tuh. My mother smlm kol, "Eh, igt sabtu nie p walimah tuh!" hu3

So, smpai di cni shj coretan hati ni. Hak3 Lots of things need to be done this morning.

p.s. Dib, hav fun kt Sunway. (Jealous nk tgk cter chipmunks gak!)

Today.

When people talk about dakwah, I dunno what to say. More like, I'm afraid to say anything -Afraid if I said it in a wrong way or I'm saying things like 'cakap xserupa bikin punye maa'. Sometimes, I dun feel like doing the dakwah thingy because people didn't seem like care if I do it or not. And there are occasions where I felt like I dun make any difference at all. So, why burden myself? (o.0?)

Hu3, this way of mindset actually has detered many highly potential da'ei out there. Don't limit dakwah to ustaz2 and ustazah2 only. Everyone is responsible of it.

Anyway, these are some of the gist today's talk by Ust Hasrizal about dakwah. I just feel like sharing it. he2

"Dakwah is a law of nature before it takes its place in law of syariah."

• Every life in the universe is interdependence on each other. It's hard to live on your own without the need of others. No man is an island. So, the need of the others is basically a dakwah. Amar ma'ruf nahi munkar.
• Today's dakwah is no longer about awareness in Islam or etc but on how to deal with modern generation that has become very self-centred. The 'I dunno and I dun care' sme.
• "The believers, men and women, are Auliyâ ' (helpers, supporters, friends, protectors) of one another; they enjoin (on the people) Al-Ma'rûf (i.e., Islamic Monotheism and all that Islam orders one to do), and forbid (people) from Al-Munkar (i.e., polytheism and disbelief of all kinds, and all that Islam has forbidden); they offer their prayers perfectly (Iqįmat-as-Salat), and give the Zakat, and obey Allah and His Messenger. Allah will have His Mercy on them. Surely, Allah is All-Mighty, All-Wise." (Surah At Taubah, 9: 71)

"The Iceberg Concept"

Aqidah ---> Mindset ---> Evaluation ---> Action

"Aqidah is a belief that results in an action."

"You are what you believe of yourself."

"What you see is what you get." cam WYSWYG yg bljr ICT lak. ;p

"Genius people are those who can convert complicated things into simpler ones."

"Dakwah must be INSIDE-OUT not outside-in"

• Dakwah should not be done because of environment. Becoz, if we fail to make a difference, we'll be disappointed.
• Dakwah is not a trend.
• If we assume dakwah as an obligation that must be done, we'll be burdened because of it.

"We should not tell people what we know, but what they ought to know"

"Think big but act small"

• We think of our ummah, what kind of improvement we can make, but we act based on our posisition in the ummah - as a student, leader etc.

I think that's all. More and less. Ini shj yg hanya termampu ditulis and diingati kembali. he3

The Weekend.

I was reading biochem just now. Somehow, all those chromatography stuffy really can bore me to death. So, I made a detour to write something here ;). Anyway, if u have probs understading biochem, just search it tru the internet. There's a lot simpler explanation of it. And even Dr Norma's notes also were taken from it.

But studying tru the internet can really (i mean, REALLY) distract me. One minute you're reading principle of ion exchange, the next minute, you're facebooking, or pegi usha2 blog org. Ape la nak jadi.

Yesterday, I went to Mid. Byk jugak habis. Fortunately, I spent it mostly on books, bukannye bende2 yg bukan2. But still, I regretted for lunching at Kenny Roger's. One main course and an orange juice cost like almost RM 20 sumthing. I know2, typical laa tu, but as a student, kene berjimat skit. The money I used is from JPA scholarship which is meant to be used for study and sara diri purposes. Not to go joli sana sini.

On the way back, we got ourselves into a chinese driver's taxi. He talked!! a lot, in a friendly manner of course which is nice actually. Anyway, he started asking about Islam, why women need to wear scarf. And isn't a guy supposed to wear a songkok constantly too (well, actually, songkok is a part of Malay thingy and nothing to do with Islam). And also, do muslims pray at mosques only (becoz, one of his passengers prayed inside his taxi). The answers to all that questions are really easy, if and only if you're explaining it to a muslim too. But when it comes to non-muslims, you really need to choose your words carefully so that you dun cause more confusions to them. But then, I always be in my comfort and safe zone. Meaning, I rarely mingle with non-muslims. This is one of my biggest setbacks. =.=' Hu3

Okay2, got to continue revising Biochem. \(x.x)/

p.s. Anyway, the house was quite empty today. 3 ppl left. The rest, ade msuk sukan la, pergi daurah, balik etc. So, it's a bit? dull weekend. When I'm not reading, I'm off sweeping the floor (ceh, budget rajin), xpon, golek2 on lel's, dhiey's and my beds. Hak3.

p.s.s. BTW, there's a talk at campus tomorrow. By Ust Hasrizal. Something about seerah Nabi. I'm planning to go. Jika tiada aral yg melintang la.

The Time That Lost.

Have you heard this,

الوقت كالسيف إن لم تقطعه قطعك

or Read this,

Time is irreversible. Once you lost it, it'll never return. And those who are able to manage their time wisely as a servant of Allah and khalifah, are fallahun here and Hereafter.

Wondering, for the past 19 years, what did I do, that has gotten me here? what did i do, that has made me as me? A lot of mistakes that need to be rectified...

There were occasions when I wish that I've more time to do this and that and those too. But the regrets pay nothing.

Now, the 2nd sem of me being a medical student has started. It felt like just yesterday I registered here. Anyway, the 1st day started off with non-stop lectures. Mantap sgt.

So, for this new sem, I suppose to vow for new resolutions, right?

Here goes the list.

• Don't procrastinate.
  
• Do simple mind map for every lecture esp fisio n biochem.
• No "i think i understand" statement anymore. If you assume, means that you're not confident. ASSUME = A** u n me!
• Dun understand, ask or discuss.
• Fisio = logic.

p.s result sem 1 is yet to be known. I'm not sure what to expect. Let it be laaa...

BTW, talking about time, need too keyboard off now.