I'm going murtad??

Relax2. The topic has nothing to do with religion thingy. I'm a muslimah and i intend to be one for the rest of my life, insyaallah.

So, WTH I'm talking about?

...erm...just saying that i dun want to be a kelantanese anymore~ ha3, i still love my kelantan though.

I'm just tired maaaaa, hearing all those comments about me being a 'celup' kelantanese...You see, I cannot speak kelantan dialect very well and my friends love to tease about that. Give me a break laaa, my mother is not even from kelantan, and since I was kid, I always speak Malay standard language with my friends even during kindergarden maaaa. But I still speak 'kelate' with my family (mutated 'kelantan' version, of course ha3).

Anyway, that's why nobody can actually guess that I'm from Kelantan. I recalled the tamhidi 'taaruf' week. Mostly think that I'm from KL or Selangor...or at least Johor. But once I told them the truth of my origin, you could actually see their disbelieving faces.

Lalala~ Malas nk layan...I'm can speak or not, that's none of your bussiness.

,,_A muslimah, A daughter, A meddie_,,

-t@sn!!m_

Creative and Inovative??

Lacking of it...

aRGGHH, this smartshop thingy..

Scientist?? inovative and creative?

ha3, really need to work on it~

Anyway, this blog was a secret until just now. read laa if u want~ xkuasa nk sembunyik..

Lalala~

_,,A muslimah, a daughter a meddie,,_

t@sn!!m

:: The Beginning ::

Ermm. This blog is definitely full of 'sawang'. I've deleted certain rubbish entries which were posted under my rational consciousness. Those nonsense blabberings here and there. Actually, this blog was made to occupy my over-free time after tamhidi. And I thot I would delete this blog after that. But then, i think this blog is worthy of exist. And so, In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful, i relive this blog. (0_O)..

::The Beginning::

It has been 2 months since i was called a medical student. Every now and then, I keep questioning myself whether I've made the right choice to embark on this field. It's a field that requires the integration of 3 elements; intellectual, emotional and lastly spiritual. I wonder whether the afore-mentioned elements exist within myself or whether my enthusiasm to pursue this field enough for my survival in it. and I believe the same thought also lingers in my course mates' minds. It's a new beginning for us. A beginning that leads to an endless journey.

BTW,I just finished my mid sem exam. well, it has been a couple of weeks actually. The overall result was better the previous batches. Anyway, my result was okay but the result only indicates my early comprehension in the subjects. But the worst has yet to come. Just wait for our final and professional exams. x_X..scary~


,,_A muslimah, a daughter and a meddie,,_

~t@sn!!M~

sahabat, teman, kawan~

In an authentic hadith, Prophet Muhammad (p.b.u.h) said, "Man is influenced by the faith of his friends. Therefore, be careful of whom you associate with."

Every now and then I question my reasons why I befriended with my friends. Is it because they always be there for me and have my back? well, today, i learn a bitter truth bout this. That none of my reasons above are because of ALLAH. I somehow forget that every friendship should be made based on ALLAH. The friends that we have should bring us closer to HIM. And I also hope that I can do d same thing to them. Ameen

..Ukhuwwah fillah..