Oohh, so sweet :)

Alhamdulillah.

Kredit : Cam Zati. heeee.

Selamat sudaaa mereka..... Heee.

“Barakallahu lakuma wa baraka ‘alaikuma wa jama’a bainakuma fi khair” :)

Next on the list is in April plak.....weee...

p.s. Ntah berapa kerat la masih remain 'S' bile sampai final year nie. Ahahaha.

Life of Expectations

Living up with people's expectations have really torn me down.

Never was my intention to please anyone or to achieve somebody's expectation.

But that's what people keep on doing to me.

Penat nak tempis, last-last, ikut je.

People expect me to do this, become that and achieve this.

I'm trying my best to do well for myself and serve the others as well within my capacity.

but expectations, expectations and expectations....

it never stop.

And it's killing me inside.

Sometimes, some words of encouragement could have done a better job.

Ahahahaha.....*ini gelak gaya kurang siuman skit....lalalala* .....xpasal...

P.s In many ways, sy memang loser pun. A loser yang sedang berusaha. Tp at least, sy xnak jd loser depan Dia. Huuu.

New Sem

Alhamdulillah, it's the 6th sem. Another 6 to go, insyaAllah.

Class started yesterday, and I have this 'homey syndrome' ; part of my soul is still at home. Rase super malas and xde semangat kot. Huuu.

But alhamdulillah, keep on praying to Allah, to make this soul and heart mutmainnah as possible.

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Anyway, currently, there is an endemic in my batch. Endemic ponteng kelas.

Fine, I dun mind u all ponteng kelas. Ur life, ur decision but at the expense of the others, that's really piss me off.

Your faults, but someone else has to take the blames. Orang lain yang merah telinga kena marah.Your faults but the whole batch got bad impressions from lecturers.

From hadith saying, "The best among you, is the one who benefits the others". So, if u destruct yourself and the others too. Then, what's that make u? The worst of all la kot. Hmm.


And one more thing, be punctual. Yes, I know, saya xde la jenis punctual sgt. But at least be on time la coming to class. Some lecturers like to wait for ALL student to turn up in the class (sbb syg sgt, takut ade stdent ter'miss' any points given during lecture). Being late for un-excuseable reasons, u're wasting others' time jugak, not yours je.


Whatever it is, I may be not the best person to critize u all because maybe u are better than me. But upon hearing comments from lecturers, it really brings me down. 

Prof X : Oh God, this is NOT A MUSLIM attitude at ALL...

Ntah. Super-sedih bile dgr. Kelemahan kita boleh jadi fitnah kepada Islam sendiri. Na'uzubillah.

Whooa, dah nak exam! Jom study!

Salam. Rasa mcm lama sgt dah xupdate.

Busy kot since masuk 3rd yr ni (hahaha, budget je lebey ;P)

Will be having final exam for this sem next week. (Like, whoaaa, seriously!)

Tup, tup, tup. Another 1 sem left for third year before moving on to super-owseem 4th yr. (Hoyeaah!)

Last few weeks, got lots of stuff happening, good ones, bad ones. Let those be my lessons for life. Huuu.

Among the good ones was a friend's wedding. Name pn kawen, mesti sume excited. Hehehe ;) and this year pn, there will be 2 more couples putting a big dot on their single-ship status. InsyaAllah. An advance mabruuk from me. Yang latent tuh xtau la berapa ramai plak. Heh :)

Stress is one thing but always remain grateful to HIM c: [TOF 2011]

p.s. Segan bila tgk org yg berpangkat tinggi tp mengeluarkan kata-kata yg xsama lvl dgn jwtn nye. Haaish. Youth Power. Takut jgak kamu ye.

p.s.s. Will remain dormant again for another 3 weeks. Huuu.

p.s.s.s Nak pergi Konvesyen Fiqh Ummah 2012 bleh? he2

Jom study yuk! May Allah ease ;)