Bedtop Ranting : Jobless

i didn't post anything lately because nothing much to be said or blabbered here. i'm still in the transition place of no-longer-a-student-yet-jobless. Based on seniors' experience, we thot we could slot in the september's HO intake. We were wrong. It's full already. Now, we got extra 2 months.  I really want to travel but looking at our current devastating, continuing declining currency rate, it's not a good choice either. haih. so, here i am, looking at this laptop, thinking what should i write. 

there r so much things going on in this country right now. u don't know how to say or begin with. let's just look at our administrating government. everything that happens r beyond intellectual or even logical comprehension. corruptions here are blatantly done. now we're definitely gaining more fame in that area else where. looking back, why muslim countries are always the ones with highest corruption rate...guess the belief and faith are fading away. needless to say, one crime leads to another and vicious cycle just continues in its evilish way. people who r trying to get things right are often threatened and shush-ed away. this country is definitely on verge of political emergency...(or it is already?) 

pic says it all...

Nothing much going on with my personal life. weddings here n there. some of my besties are upgrading one level now. may Allah bless u all. till i got something worthy of blabbering. i'll just post few photos now.

alhamdulillah, complete version of family photo. so nice to have everyone home! :P

Sofiyyah's identity crisis. dress + kopiah... 

'glamourously' (laaaaaaaa sgttt)  known as CBT 

outing with mak buyung...i just realised, most already taken :P

A Breakthrough 2

alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal...

It's the half of the ramadhan already...omgg that's sooo fast. Last night, i really had bad, really bad my usual allergic rhinitis, rase dh mcm air terjun dari hidung ni. I'd to stop my terawekh early, run back home n just fell asleep. since, that's the only way to make it stop despite of all sort of nasal sprays and anti-histamine. 

Let's continue where i've left. We have 2 weeks of medical ethics posting before we had our study leave. it was wonderful posting actually discussing numerous medical controversial issues but the thots of having pro exam near the corner was really killing us inside. so, every night during the medical ethic posting, some of us would go to the wards and really, really brush up all the examinations techniques...

we had a picnic with ust nazri during the weekend, small gathering with before we left the school huhuhu

during medical ethics, my group was given task to debate on whether dispensing role should be taken out from GP's...
i'd no idea what d heck i was debating on hahaha

what was with a guy strapped with a piece of cloth n a ball?
man-breast! lol
this time actually, we were having a mock exam for our friends sitting for surgery supplementary exam...

So within that 2 weeks of study leave, we pretty much need to digest all infos and examinations from various posting. Boleh dpt mental breakdown rasenye. it was like ur main agenda for the whole week was studying...at the end, all we did was selectively study yg main2 posting n main topics je. Hahaha. At that time, only God knows how serabut our brains were.

with all-time-fav lecturer - int med revision...

this was taken during our study group at temerloh- case presentation asthma kot...hihi

how i even survive this state of room omgggg hahahahaha

About the pro exam itself....we had clinical exm on weekends...coz, that was the only time where the daycare will be empty n unused. Needless to say, the nervousness, the butterflies and how sick it felt that morning. Tp tawakkal je laa. Arriving at the exam place, looking one by one patient coming in for the exam, only God knows howw it feeeelssss inside!!! I was sooo nervousss, my sympathetic response was shoooting so crazy till the moment I was called in for the long case...sumpah nk terberak...(ok, mind the language haha...sorry..). But seriously, i felt like running to the toilet. But alhamdulillah, i calmed down a lil bit and the feeling was gone...fuuuuh. 

my long case was psoaritic athropathy. imagine the moment i arrived at d pt's bed, his hands were all crooked up and when he was trying to sit down, the back was soooo stiff that he couldn't bend at all....i was likeee "ya Allahh, what is thissss!' but alhamdulillah, the pt was soo nice and explained to me one-by-one his prob. i guess bcoz the case was a bit tricky, the examiners only asked pretty much basic knowledge...thank God. for short cases, i got OnG, paedss (initially, i was told to plot a growth chart, haruuu jee, sbb xjumpe2 mne axis utk age hahaha), n lastly opthal... 

candicate 16...

taken  by our lecturer juuuust before our short cases...had to smile for d pic, dlm hati dup dap dup dap....

post clinical exam, relieved sbb dh abes the one main n crucial part of pro exam...
this was taken just outside the daycare...

our exam hall...spot me in the middle with orange tudung n sweater hihi
from 1st yr till 6th year, this is where we had our exams...
nostalgic takk hall ni? hahhaahah traumatized ade leee




Alhamdulillah...we made it :D...this was only half of the list actually...

For few course-mates of us, who Allah has delayed their success, insyaAllah, there r hikmah in it, may u all become stronger Drs  and our prayers be with u all...future journey is going to be tough...i dunno how tough it will be, but enough to get into psy f/up huhuhu...

till here...i guess, i should write non-medical entries after this...

Us @graduation dinner

and yeah this is me...mcm nerd sgt plak with pensss n highlighterss in pocket haha
ok, babai student life...

A Breakthrough

Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal.

I'm so excited to write this new post after a loooong hiatus that i'm not sure what sentences or topics should i start with first.

Well, i've finished my med school. As a expected, previously, i was sooo keen to end this undergrad life, now, i'm starting to miss all those moments esp when i saw my previous posts. All those bitter and sweet moments. Now that i've realised that my last post was end of last year and already so many things happened in between that.

Before I really concluded my undergrad life, maybe a lil recap for the past 6 months would be nice. So, in later years, i can come back here again and be reminded by my ownself what i used to be.


I always like int med posting, despite of its bountiful, borderless and pretty much anything under-the-sun topics...i guess that includes my other course-mates. I'm quite sure the one that make it happen was because we have one hell of coooliooo int med team dept. Hehehe. They make us falling in love with the posting. Although, i'm sure it'll be the most unwanted and hated posting when working later. hahaha. The load of the work will be ....... =.=''

I'm not sure why we had a class on floor, i think the room was occupied n we wanted to save time from looking for other places. n yeah, i was sitting next to garbage bin actually hahaha

the superb int med dept. nak jugak post gmbr ni...ahaha

My last clinical posting was surgery n orthopaedics. When ur father is one of the known, senior as well as malignant orthopods/examiner...i know it wasnt meant to be a nice n peaceful posting. What's more when one of ur lecturers was failed by ur father during his master exam.  Eventhough, it had nothing to do with me...but, yeah, not really a good coincidence.....padahal okay je posting ni, tp tak pasal je ak cuak lebih. nak masuk pass over time pagi2 pn ak doa panjang2 spy xkena soalan pelik2...hahaha. there was one time during pass over, my name was called to answer a question (but my group was in OT, thank Goddd). The question was on xray of cervical vertebrae...which view to see lower cervical bla bla....mentang2 lee baba specialised spine, tak pasal ak kne. hahaha...

we had a quick revision with baba at his hotel...
becoz my orthopods lecturers kept on saying how malignant baba is, i've to convince my friends that he would no eat them alive during d revision class...haha lol   

Among my fav stuff in ortho, POP hihi, nampak tak betapa hancus nye wat POP, ulnar gutter la, volar slab la...
last2 bantai jee...

so mechanical n technical.....

kalau dah name surgical posting, maka, haruslah bertapa di OT...
Looks can be deceiving...nampak je la mcm concentrate observe, God knows where our minds have actually gone...

this was our last day in surgical posting as well as last day in Temerloh.
will i be back here...?? hope nott

Save the last for the best...nothing can beat class ust nazri...the best ever...imagine just 2 hours of class dedicated for u just only to hafal n be with Quran despite of the superbly hectic weeks u had... that moment of peace n rejuvenating...

Nampak tak betapa semangat nye praktis tahriri surah kahfi ni...hihi

With ust nazri, our last time celebrating his birthday...

i think till here for now...mcm dh panjang sgt ni huhu...next post will be the revision week, where we almost lost our mindsss hahaha n pro xam itself. Till i write again....

The unnecessaries

#1 developmental assessment

Me : pt already has palmar grasp n can transfer objects, but when i tried to make him to bang d cubes, he was unable to do so...

Prof : U r so IRRITATING...why do u need to say, i tried this that hah...Perlu ke??? Ckp je la cannot bang cubes, haishh..

Me : +.+ sorry prof..

#2 pneumonia-thingy

Me : on auscultation, both sides hav equal air entries, however, there was bronchial breathing n coarse creps over lower zone of left lung..

Prof : so?

Me : i was thinking of lobar pneumonia...

Prof : do u get extra mark ke for saying "i was thinking...??"

Me : no prof *tunduk kepala, haihh"

Words can be consoling and damaging sometimes. Choose wisely. 

Paediatrics posting. Org tgh ward round, ak boleh duk main n acah pt kt sblah. Haih. Posting ni mmg payah nk concentrate skit...