Ramadhan! 2 :)

Alhamdulillah. It's Ramadhan the 8th now. So, how's the ramadhan checklist? It's almost the end of the first ten. Ehehe, am still able to keep the tilawah pace. Huumpph, terawikh + qiam, on the other hand, have its up and down. Huuu.

Doing qiam alone really needs a strong mujahadah. Tgk bantal, katil kat sebelah mmg tempting nak sambung balik mimpi2 indah. That's why I think it's better for me to do it at the mosque (klau kat Kelantan, ade qaryah ramadhan :)). Although when compared it to terawikh, the sof for qiam ade sebaris je, tp alhamdulillah, these people are the chosen one utk bangun bermunajat cinta pada Dia :).

Bila ramai-ramai, rasa motivasi nak buat lebih skit drpd sorang2. Tgk plak mak cik kat sebelah, dgn kerusi segala bagai, sanggup lg bangun qiam (wuhuu, headshot utk diri sendiri yg cukup sifat ni!). 

Btw, klau nak pegi qiam kat masjid tu, ehehe, switch off la dulu alarm. Nnt abees potong steam jemaah laain. Ahahaha. Solat sendiri pn xkhusyu' duk fikir strategy nk off kan alarm. 

Well, not much to be told for the ramadhan diary thingy. Ehehe. Ramadhan kareeem again!

'Combat kit' - Ahmad Deedat. Among the reading list this hols.
Huuu, yg pasti, the top one tu kena know by heart.  :)

P.s. [nota kaki yg xseberapa]

I was in a heated argument with my brother regarding ikhtilat. He's sort of stricter than me in term of muamalah between different gender. To the extent, even girls tnye soalan regarding study pn die xnak layan. Put up a few arguments with him, and he ended it saying, "Bila kita berusaha utk elak, byk lg jalan lain yg Allah akan bukakan". Although, I didn't really agree on his reaction but I do get his point. Sometimes, I was a bit lenient on this issue. Xstrict sgt and maybe ter'cross' the boundaries quite a few times. Time to audit myself. Bukan nak budget baik sgt or nk jual mahal ke ape. Let there be no barrier between me and Him. Sometimes, small things can burden us. Nak ibadah pn  mcm payah nak fokus. Na'uzubillah. 

Islam gives u the guidelines. u know ur limit, so, u draw the lines urself. 

p.s.s Urrghh, rindu H, CBTians, BR n BG Gen05. Perlukan booster dari kamu semua...huuu.