Last 2 days, one baby born out flat - prolonged 2nd stage sbb ayh xnk bg consent neither for vacuum nor cser. Foreigners kan, money issue. I ran like crazy, d baby was so lembik n not breathing. Suddenly i feel like crying, it was so emotional carrying him to d resus bay.
Next day, a pt of advanced ovarian ca. Lungs mets. P/w Massive pleural effusion. Intubated at ed. Issued for NAR. Later, family decided to bring her home. I accompanied d pt to d ambulance n extubated her there. With lots of her family member surrounding d ambulance. N d atmosphere there was...yes, grieving.
2 different stages of life, facing emminent deaths.
Reflecting myself that this life here is nothing but a journey for a permanent one. Has to counsel myseft to be strong n resilient for all of this. InsyaAllah...may Allah ease..
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