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Alhamdulillah long time i havent been here. Havent posted for some time. Previous posts were about how stress things at here. Hahaha. Still stress actually but adapting and can relatively say that it has been better. Although I may not be the cemerlang gemilang terbilang HO but insyaAllah trying to be a safe one and benefit others as well as to learn to be better everyday. And trying to go to work with ikhlas tooo hahhaaha

Ok, done on the working life and whatsoever. When I got home last week, my father asked me, havent i got some one or 'the one' already. Omggg, that question was sooo 2.6 million dolarr ringgitss maa. To come out from his mouth was unbelievable. Hahaha. Ok, over-reacting plak ak ni.

Unfortunately, the answer was no. hahaha. 

No wonder so many got married while studying, bcoz once started working, u pretty didn't have time to bother. Or ak je yg jenis workaholic mls nk kisah hahaaha.

Enough on this. Although everyday, my routine would be commuting to hosp and seeing patient and pretty the same all through the day, only the online FB-ing connecting me to the world elsewhere and the drama that's happening in our country. A twist here and there. And it got u thinking where all of this will lead to...

The part where I used to accompany my father here with his fight and concern on our political standard and watching him balancing his responsibilities, always amazed me and how far i am from being like him *sigh*...

and to search a man like him is almost impossible for me...lol.