So, praises to Allah, my bro secured MARA's scholarship to Jordan. This morning, he had his flight and headed to INTEC with mama. Baba has a big operation today, so he couldn't take a leave.
I think by next year, all of my brothers will be out of Malaysia. And yes, leaving me alone here.
Xpe la. I can teman baba and mama here.
Anyway, Miswar was really excited having a chance to go to Jordan. He wanted to buy a book about Jordan (but I said that it was a waste of money since you can google it all up). He even bought a pencil case with a JUST written on it (well, it's the JUST COOL brand actually, ha3). It is a nice feeling to have everything planned and all you have to do is to go to that direction.
The last three years, I was in the same spot as he is. But maybe less exuberance. USIM was neither the first nor the last choice. For me, it was a safe choice to make.
Entah. Maybe sometimes, I do wish I gamble a bit with my life. Make a risky choice. I guess that is what we call 'The Road Not Taken'.
p.s. How to get rid indecisiveness? It drives me crazy to choose a trivial thing for hours. Fuuh!