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Alhamdulillah. Finally i got to post sumthing after a looong hiatus mode. (well, nak jugak update blog despite of SSM xabes edit lg) huhu.

#1 Int medicine posting and exam

Done internal med posting. MasyaAllah, it's among the best posting (setakat nie). And I love it. It was quite hard in term of the coverage of diseases and everything. But if u want to see the whole picture of medicine, this is THE posting.  Like Dr N said, "Everything is medical unless proven otherwise." Hehe, terbaik quote ni.

During clinical exam, my long case was bilateral lower limbs weaknesses. Whoaha. That was the last thing on my list and on my mind. I didn't study much on that topic kot. But fortunately, that was my seminar topic also, and electrolyte imbalance was d part I was assigned to present. Rezeki Allah is everywhere and during the exam, His guidance was relentless. And my examiner was a super sweet and motherly lecturer. Alhamdulillah, it turned out to be okay. However, the short case was hard as usual la. Since u've only 10 mins to match up the findings and diagnosis. Greater chance to mess up.  Hehe. But what's important is, awk berusaha2 dan tawakkal!

#2 Tajuk SSM

My supervisor was a microbiologist. So, nak xnak kena cari tjuk infection or anything related. Dunno how it happened, the topic turned up to sound like this, "The Burden of Pneumococcal Disease among Older Adults in Malaysia". Maaak aiih, mcm gile nk cari figures and stats kat Malaysia ni. Huhu. Ya Allah, permudahkan laa SSM ni!

#3 Solat and Patient

Let's ask ourselves, how many times after we clerked the patients, we asked them about the solat? Xbyk kali pn kan. Kalau ade yg mmg tabiat mcm tu, Alhamdulillah. Unfortunately, I'm not. Yes, tau, kena reflect diri byk2. Students USIM, bawa nama Islam, so, kena bawa attitude Islam jgak. Kalau x, apa beza mereka dgn kita? errmmm.

Ditakdirkan ada adik2 from MSC dtg interview kt hosp. Projek utk solat katanya. So, nk dpt feedback dari senior (waahh, semangat junior2-ku ni!). So, I brought them along to see d patients (alang2 tu, bleh kasi exposure dunia hosp kt diorg ni). We interviewed a patient. Seorang p.cik. Turned out p.cik tuu mmg xpenah tinggal solat since die masuk hospital. Alhamdulillah. (p.cik tu mmg nmpak alim sbnarnya, tp we'll never know kan, look can be deceiving. hehe.)

Pak cik : Kamu tahu x? Sejak p.cik masuk hospital nie, semua org asyik tanye soalan berkaitan perubatan. Ini kali pertama org remind kan saya ttg solat. Padahal itu yg utama.

Subhanallah, perghh agak tertusuk juga di kalbu bila dgr confession mcm tu drpd p.cik tu. Ya Allah, berikanlah kami kekuatan utk membawa agama-Mu di mata masyarakat!

#4 Plan-Allah-itu-selalunya-yg-terbaik!

Al-Baqarah Ayat 216 :

“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.”

Ayat ni sbenarnye sgt famous and among my best penenang hati whenever things dun happen d way I wish it to be. Sy redha and accept everything with open heart. And Allah knows best. Hehe. Selalulah doa utk kita sentiasa kuat utk menerima ujian dia. Eeehh, tp ujian tuu bukan tanda syg dr Dia kan. ecece. :D

Ok, that's all. SSM is waitingggg!!

p.s. Lagu/nasyid? from Wali band - 'Aku Cinta Allah'. Best kot lirik die. Pengacara Amin Idris selalu dendangkan lagu ni at end of his talks etc. 

:)

#1

"Adah, asal tetiba ramai patient kena resus ari ni???"
"Sbb ari ni ari jumaat kot..."

post-intubation, usually keje medical students ialah utk pump ambu bag, samppaaai laaa ventilator dtg. huhu. no matter how long it takes...

#2

IVDU patient can the best and the worst patient to poke for blood.

Best part was when he guided u which veins to poke, how deep to put in the needle and when u should pull the syringe. Mcm tutorial nk amik darah plak. His suface anatomy was super-excellent la!

Worst part was, most of the veins had already collapsed.

and he was Hep C positive.

After a few failing attempts what would u do when the patient offered himself to do the blood-taking? ahaaaaha.


#3

An elderly patient requested for our phone numbers. Tanye sorang-sorang dari mane, ayah kerja ape and bljr kat mne. Tetiba cite sal anak die skit. Eeeh???

When u r reaching 20 and aboveeee, nak x nak, klau terserempak with any man who is at our fathers' age, mesti bagi nasihat sama - nasihat psl kaweeen. hahaahaaa,

:)

Random :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Hehe. Alang2 tenet tgh laju, rase nak update blog. Lame dh tinggal blog ni bersarang. Post kali ni sempoi je. :)

Alhamdullillah, sekarang tgh posting internal medicine utk 2 bulan. Senior ckp posting ni ibarat 'everything under the sun.' Mmg superb byk. Tp ilmu Allah tuuu lg byk. Ni br 1 drpd infinity ilmu Dia. huhu. So, penat mcm mane pun, kuatkan semangat dan ikhlaskan hati, moga dipermudahkan jihad menuntut ilmu ni. Jauuuuuuuuuh lg perjalanan ni.

Dlm field ni, tak boleh fragile, nnt makan diri. So, stay strong, stay ikhlas and lastly, stay human. Takut jugak klau asyik tgk org sakit, lama-lama hati jd batu. Treat patient mcm barang, lupa nk ambil iktibar disebalik semua yg berlaku. Na'uzubillah.

Pernah a few times rase nk give up, 'strong-will' yg dh semakin hari semakin merudum. Tp cepat2, igtkan balik tujuan sebenar. Bila letak pergantungan tu pada Allah, lega skit rase. :)

Hehe, posting medical walaupun agak mencabar dari segi diseases nye tp it has better environment and lecturers yg best. InsyaAllah, moga dimanfaatkan betul2 peluang yg ade.

Ok, that's all kot mampu dicoretkan. huhu. Maybe blog ni dah tak akan seaktif dlu. Huhu.

Towards the End

"Hidup bukan untuk diri sendiri tapi untuk berkongsi dan memberi. Hakikat bahagia" -TBM

Just a short post before end posting exam next week. Our very 1st clinical exam. Cuak sgt. Tak tipu. And everyone (or at least me), was not in the usual mood. Sorang-sorang down. Scared of what lies ahead. Huhuhu.

Feeling low-spirited is never a good thing. It affects everything. Ur 'ibadah as well. So, I called and messaged a few people, asking advices from them. And alhamdulillah, I'm surrounded with great people who always remind me of Him.

The thing is, whenever we're in state of uneasiness, we seek other than Him. Looking out for answer that isn't there. Filling the emptiness with all sort of worldly thingy. Ya Allah, how forgetful this 'abd of urs. 

"Kuatkan kepergantungan padaNya. InsyaAllah ada kemanisan dalam kesulitan. Keadaan hati menentukan keadaan kepergantungan..." 

"Mcm mane everyday's mutabaah amal...???" 

"When they slept, He was awake. When they broke, He held you up. When every means failed, He saved you. When all the creation left you, He remained. He always remains. Never forget when the storms pushed you to your knees and there was no one else who could help you, He carried you. When you were broken and you swore this time it couldn’t be fixed—never forget who fixed it. Never forget what He saved you from. Never forget how He put you back together. That moment when you felt helpless and alone, never forget who never left. To forget this is the greatest heedlessness. No matter who or what may be beside you now, never forget those moments when it was only Him. Only Him. That is loyalty..." -Yasmin Mogahed

Doakan kami. :)

Together...

With MrDoubt aka Mr Ragu Ramasamy
credit pic : wani

Dato' Mahmud, the 'org lame' in this field.
Blessed to be one of his students.

Random pics while in the bilik seminar, hehe. 

p.s. A slap to myself : Exam kat dunia bukan main kecoh. Exam di akhirat mcm mne?