[[S.T.R.E.S.S. M.O.D.E]]

Exam is a week away. And I'm having this mental block. I cannot focus on what I'm studying. It's really frustrating!

I recalled the tutorial sesion with my anat lecturer. And we were 'terkontang-kanting' trying to identify the bones in front of us. It was like an OSPE thingy.

Dr : I know all of u are excellent students from 2ndary school and what have u become now?
Student X: ...stupid... *de-spirited face..*

That was one of our moments during tutorial. Frustrated moments.

Urgghh!!

Study Madness!

As the exam approaches, books are definitely your best friends ever.

Pagi, buku. Ptg, buku. Mlm, buku.
Anat? Fisio? Biochem? Alamak, titas lg?Arab cmner? ICT??!!

Study madness..

I know2. Maybe I exaggerated it a lil bit. But I believe it's the same thing that my friends are worried about too (or at least that's what I think). Everyone is trying their best to score for the final (no exception for me of course). Becoz, from there we will be judged by the lecturers (dean!) and seniors. And of course as an early indicator whether medic is our thingy or not.

**I've no idea why I cannot discard this italic font!!

However, to my dear friends, I know some of you are under stressed because of this. Becoz I am! So, DO remember ALLAH. Without Him, nothing is possible. Don't neglect our responsibilities to Him.

Exams are just sign boards to guide us to the right path. Do not make them as our destinations. We still have a long way to go...

BTW, have you call your parents today? **I miss my family~

and lastly ask forgiveness from your friends etc.

The main reason I wrote this because, I WANT TO REMIND myself. I've been quite derailed lately.

And I'm so sorry if I ever hurt any of you. Esp, Lel, Dib, Tim and Man. Gommen!

And to my study group, sorry if the way I explained things are 'kucar-kacir'. Thanks for being supportive during the disccussion. Sometimes, muka nampak cam nk pengsan, but y'all were still there to listen.

And to my lab group, Sanah, Amin, Njm, so sorry if there's anything went wrong during lab, or report-related.

Gommen everyone!

.::Good luck with the coming exam::.

,,_A muslimah, a daughter, a meddie_,,

t@sn!!m

EXAM-what?

The final exam for this sem is a few weeks away.

My preparation??

Doa to Allah. Parents' blessing. Revision. Study group. Revision. Tawakkal. (ade ape2 tertinggal ker?)




Anyway this morning, Jan delivered a brief? tazkirah on SABAR (patience). There's 3 types of it. The 1st is 'sabar' during performing ibadat to Allah. 2nd is 'sabar' from maksiat and lagho thingy. It means that we should keep ourselves from ghibah and ect. The 3rd one, i sumhow forgot. he3. The thing is that, we, human, simply forget things. Alzheimer, said prof Ezz. That's why we need to remind each other to the Goodness.


,,_A muslimah, a daughter, a meddie_,,

t@sn!!m


p/s: that guy from my lab group really3 scary...

T>U>G WAR??

"Education Minister confirms no return to PPSMI policy."

That was one of the headlines of NST today. As one of the products of PPMSI, I was moved to comment something about this.

Once upon a time ago, the Gov was so committed to use English in Math and Sci. It started in 2003, with my friends and I were the unfortunate students to be the 1st batch of the experiment. The purpose, (if I'm not wrong) was to help students mastering English and as early exposure before entering the universities. What more, billions of ringgit had been spend in the switching process. I admit, at 1st I hate it because my Eng was bad back then, but later, it did help to improve my Eng.

Anyway, as I stated in the tittle, where does actually the Gov stand? I mean, like almost 6 years after the implentation of PPSMI, they want to change everything back to square one? I know that the Gov's act is said to be in line to dignify our national language, but it is fair to the students? I believe that most of them are getting more and more adjusted with the current medium of teaching. Even, textbooks are in English now.

Oh, I wonder what will come up next? Sci and Math in Mandarin perhaps? Ha3...

,,_A muslimah, a daughter, a meddie_,,

t@sn!!m